Thursday, September 17, 2009

So if I'm not worried...

...why do I find myself constantly googling Cerebral Palsy and reading the same information over and over and over again...

...and why do I keep staring at Jill expecting her to blurt out and tell me what is going on?

Being a mom is awesome. But it's heart breaking too sometimes.

5 comments:

Dana said...

Because you're human and a Mom and you want your kids as healthy as you can get them. That's normal and any of us would be doing the same thing so don't beat yourself up for it.

But she is absolutely adorable. They both are. And I will keep them both in my prayers.

Joanie said...

Ah, man, Jeannett, I wish this time for you was just about getting used to three little ones and not these burdens and looming questions.

Continuing to pray for you and your beautiful little children!

Mama Mote said...

Yes...because you are a Mom and it is heartbreaking to see your kids suffer when they do. You know you are bathed in prayer by a lot of friends and family. Your kids are beautiful, Jeannett. And you're a good mom.

Kate said...

oh geeze jeannett, i'd be the same way. but remembering god's way is always the best way is encouraging. hang in there, it'll be alright. love you all.

Mommy3 said...

My advise to you is stay off the internet. It's easy to get a lot of bad info and always the worst case scenario. We had a scare with our girls in the NICU regarding a genetic disorder and this was the worst. We ended up staying up late and getting totally freaked out for several nights. We're still not 100% but they seem fine to us.

Give it time and don't obsess over what might be. Focus on what you have. Your girls look sweet and beautiful.